i saw you today, after so long. but you were as usual, not alone.
it's funny how the sight of you and him still breaks my heart. it hurts so bad that i can't even show and have any reaction to it. it hurts so bad that the person i used to wake up to everyday, i can't even and don't have the rights to even look into her eyes now.
it's been a year since we stopped belonging to each other. i can't believe as i am typing this, tears are still forming up inside of my eyes.
i miss you so bad. and you won't believe how badly i still want you to be mine. but i know you can't because you deserve so much more.
as stupid as it seems, you should know that i will always be waiting for you. no matter what happens in your life, in my life, i will always be waiting.
i don't know how to love anyone else. i don't know how to open up to another person, other than you. i don't know how to love again because whenever i close my eyes, i still see images of your smile, i still see images of us. i still can't forget the way you smell, the way you speak, the way you act around me.
i will never regret falling for you and i will never regret loving you like this. all the stupid and meaningless things done, maybe it will be worth it someday. even if nothing good ever comes my way again, i will be comforted if it happens to you.
in my heart, you will always be you. you will always be the one i love. you will always be the one i wanna call home. you are always my kryptonite.
bao, please be happy because you always deserve to be.
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