Day 223: 如果有如果

我真的很想你，但是我知道我不应该再无时无刻的打扰你。你现在有自己的生活，有自己的朋友，有一个喜欢你的人，你现在应该过得很开心吧。此时此刻，我唯一能够为你做的就是默默地守在你身后，不打扰你的自由。我说过的话我不会忘记。我不会离开你，我不会让你一个人在这世界上，不论多辛苦，我都会为你撑下去。这些都不是空话，都不是废话。现在我唯一能做的，就是让时间证明我有多爱你。不是说说而已，其他人也许不明白，但是你明白吗？我希望你能。我希望你不要再伤害自己，不要再逃避下去。我希望你做回自己，现在的你根本不是你，你发现了吗？我知道现在我说再多都没有用。。你还是会觉得我很烦，你还是会觉得我不好。

如果你真的找到属于你的幸福了，我会衷心祝福你，因为你值得最好的。你永远都要记住，不管你已经走得再远，我还是会在原地等你回头。多久都好，对于我来说，永远也只有你一个。相信我，我真的很爱你。

我好想你。。你听见了吗？

Day 217: The Vow

I promise to love and care for you, and I will try in every way to be worthy of your love. I will always be honest with you, kind, patient and forgiving. But most of all, I promise to be a true and loyal friend to you. I will respect you, encourage you and cherish you. In health and sickness, Through sorrow and success. For all the days of my life. I promise that I will walk with you, hand in hand, wherever our journey leads us, living/learning/loving together, forever. I vow to have the patience that love demands, to speak when words are needed and to share in the silence when they are not. I promise to encourage your compassion, Because that is what makes you unique and wonderful. I promise to nurture your dreams, Because through them your soul shines. I promise to help shoulder our challenges, For there is nothing we cannot face if we stand together. I promise to be your partner in all things, Not possessing you, but working with you as a part of the whole. I promise to you perfect love and perfect trust, For one lifetime with you could never be enough. I promise above all else to live in truth with you. And to communicate fully and fearlessly. I give you my hand and my heart. As a sanctuary of warmth and peace.

I will be yours in plenty and in want, in sickness and in health, in failure and in triumph. I will dream with you, celebrate with you and walk beside you through whatever our lives may bring. You are my person—my love and my life, today and always.

This is my sacred vow to you, my equal in all things.

 I see these vows as promises as well as  privileges: I get to laugh with you and cry with you; care for you and share with you. I get to run with you and walk with you; build with you and live with you. I love you. Forever and always.

Day 215: 真正的痛。真正的爱。

忍着痛放你走，你知道我的心在流血吗？

到现在还是希望你会回到我的身旁，让我好好珍惜你。可是这样做，你不会快乐。我们可以回到像从前那样吗？过着无忧无虑的日子，那该有多好。。

你一定要很幸福。。一定要。。:'(