Recently, I really feel like I am losing you. I don't know what I am losing you to, I don't feel that connected with you anymore. I don't know what to feel. I feel like you are so far away from me, I can't reach you. You are not in my range anymore. I don't know what I should do. I don't know I don't know I don't know I don't know I don't fucking know.
Can you teach me what to do baby.. I didn't mean to ignore your messages for such a long time but I really did not know what to reply. Words get stuck at my throat and at the tip of my fingers. I miss you so fucking much but I can't get myself to reply you for the past 6 hours. I miss your touch. I just want to hug you so tightly and cry so badly in your arms right now. I cannot find any words to describe the agony I am feeling as I sit here stoning at my workplace. My heart is aching so bad. I feel so sore. I feel so exhausted suddenly. I feel like everything is coming to an end for us, I can't even bear the thought of it.
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I feel like I am dying, but still craving for every part of you.
