Quarrels after quarrels.
I know and I can see that you have been tolerating me for such a long time already. What if one day you got sick of my temper? What if one day you found someone who can and will treat you better? What if one day you don't feel that much love for me anymore? I am so afraid of all the what ifs, do you know how insecure I am?
Sorry is all that I can offer you and I clearly know that it will never be enough. I will never be enough and I have no idea how to improve my self esteem. It's not that I don't trust you enough. Trust me, it is my own problem.
When will there be rainbow after the thunderstorm for us? Will it ever come?
I understood myself after I destroyed myself. Remember that.
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